Deja vu and Anxiety?

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I've been feeling deja vu of this same memory of me going on base, at this place called fort stuart. This happened on Monday so I left it out on the description of Monday. I feel like I have done it before, except last time i did it differently a bit, but same place doing everything the same. It almost feels like I've been reset back to this time for a reason, like I should change something. I don't know.

Saturday
It started shortly after I had began hanging out with some friends and I had looked up at the sky and noticed the stars moving faster than everything else around me. After noticing that I tapped my foot and bounced around a lot and begged my boyfriend for food. Right after I did suddenly a wave of panic washed over me and I zoned out. I knew he would say no and apologize for not having any money to give. It went down hill from there, all I could do was listen as i went through the same motions once again. I got on the phone and talked to him during splice and then it kept hitting me, "this has happened." Then he talked to this girl on the phone and I knew that I would say "no I meant he's from ------" (I excluded where he is from because I don't want to share that information) The rest of the night rushed past me, watching Hell Girl, standing in my kitchen, us getting off the phone and me passing out.

Sunday
We woke up and smoked shortly after eating pancakes. I couldn't believe the dejavu feeling still wouldn't go away. I saw them make a "gravity ----" from scratch and I took a picture off it. Throughout our whole time hanging out I kept saying "I've done this before, don't you guys remember us sitting out here before?" and all they said was "we did this yesterday". What I meant was that we had done this day before and not that we had been outside sitting beside our garage. John had given me a similar look when I had said "this feels like dejavu" the first time (I believe the first time it happened, the moment I mean) I had mistaken it for him understanding but it was really just him being perplexed by what I had said.The day continued with me feeling the "sickness" of dejavu, I can't remember it actually to point after that morning.

Monday
I saw my friend Elizabeth in the same dress as she had worn the first time. We had the same conversation with her getting annoyed at me for keep going on about dejavu and doing everything that day again.  I had done it again, I wore the same clothes that day. It went buy slowly, I keep feeling impending doom from this. What am I supposed to change this time?

Tuesday
Elizabeth showed me a picture that I felt she had shown me before. I wore the dancing kitteh shirt I had worn the first time. I told Elizabeth about me talking to my boyfriend and him helping me through my nonsense, but I felt like I couldn't talk to her truly about what was going on in my noggin. We signed up for the blood drive, I gave away the same piece of candy, etc. I had looked up and saw Jamy, a girl at my table, eating a bon-bon, I again felt like I had seen it before. (even though this is my first time sitting at a table with her). All day felt like I had done everything before, just me going through the same motions again. I found people like me though, it could be epilepsy or a tumor; it could also have no explanation, not one that is rational at least. I'm not sure if my boyfriend understands me or just thinks it's in my head. I've experienced this before, not this specific week (although I feel I have this week) but the dejavu. It used to hit me with nausea and inability to move or comprehend things around me, but that has subsided mostly. I wanted to post this so I could get it out though, so here it is. Your not alone other people out there who go through this.


~Myranda